I know. [she runs her hand through her hair] It got harder and harder to. restrain myself, especially after... Well, right before I asked you for advice. There's only so much I can take. [the timing seems convienent to her, though]

I went back and changed something. Nothing big... But. I shouldn't be able to do that. Not with who all was involved. And... Strange things are happening. With what I can do.