It kept... getting worse. And then the thing in the field happened, and the baby. I can barely look at him, Phoenix.

[And she's picking up the glass still, very carefully]

There was someone I saw for help, but... I can't anymore. The pills didn't work, nothing bloody works. [All in a very even tone] Blowing up wouldn't kill me? There's no nebula to bring me back like for you. I thought it would just- end.

[No such luck for her. Time doesn't just end, at the very least, it starts all over again]