Day 20 — The one that broke your heart the hardest

In a lifetime, most people are lucky to find someone they can always talk to, who they trust with any and everything, the person that they want to hold on to forever and ever.  Me?  I was lucky, and I found the person.  It took so, so very long for me to realize that.

I still love you.   I want to spend a forever and a day, being with you and happy and blissful just like we did for that short while where we were together.  It wasn't ever anything official but as you know, it was the best week in my life.

We're apart now, with others that we love and I would give it up for you in a heart beat, but it's wrong to do that.  My fiance deserves my love adn I can't give him my whole heart.  I want to but part of it will always be yours, most of it.  You've always been there for me and you still are and me?  I'm here for anything, everything.

There's no happy medium, is there?  Those dreams I have of us all living happily together aren't realistic.  But I just can't let go of...  Heh, no.  I won't continue.  I'll focus on what I have to look forward to, on what's going right in my life.

I love you, forever and always
J

Day 21 — Someone you judged by their first impression:

Dear white people,

You're all not as bad as I thought you were.

--Janie