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A boat.
I'll purchase a yellow cabin cruiser, and use it to sail through the years and cosmos.
A boat.
I'll purchase a yellow cabin cruiser, and use it to sail through the years and cosmos.
Blue water and white sand stretched as far as she could see from Janie's favorite spot. It was an uninhabited island somewhere in the Caribbean, a place that she rarely, if ever showed anyone.
She would sit here for hours when life threw curveballs at her, and the time traveler would think, meditate almost. Looking at the sea calmed her, even though the thought of going in the water scared her.
( Curveballs )
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She would sit here for hours when life threw curveballs at her, and the time traveler would think, meditate almost. Looking at the sea calmed her, even though the thought of going in the water scared her.
( Curveballs )
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Aug. 28th, 2010 01:09 amLynn looked at the short list of names, and called each of them, only to get an answering service.
Why wasn't anyone home? She looked towards the bedroom door, knowing her mother was crouched over in the bed. 'Don't call anyone' she'd said.
She tried once more to call everyone, when finally she got an answer.
"Hello? You have to come here, now!"
Why wasn't anyone home? She looked towards the bedroom door, knowing her mother was crouched over in the bed. 'Don't call anyone' she'd said.
She tried once more to call everyone, when finally she got an answer.
"Hello? You have to come here, now!"
In a lifetime, most people are lucky to find someone they can always talk to, who they trust with any and everything, the person that they want to hold on to forever and ever. Me? I was lucky, and I found the person. It took so, so very long for me to realize that.
I still love you. I want to spend a forever and a day, being with you and happy and blissful just like we did for that short while where we were together. It wasn't ever anything official but as you know, it was the best week in my life.
We're apart now, with others that we love and I would give it up for you in a heart beat, but it's wrong to do that. My fiance deserves my love adn I can't give him my whole heart. I want to but part of it will always be yours, most of it. You've always been there for me and you still are and me? I'm here for anything, everything.
There's no happy medium, is there? Those dreams I have of us all living happily together aren't realistic. But I just can't let go of... Heh, no. I won't continue. I'll focus on what I have to look forward to, on what's going right in my life.
I love you, forever and always
J
I still love you. I want to spend a forever and a day, being with you and happy and blissful just like we did for that short while where we were together. It wasn't ever anything official but as you know, it was the best week in my life.
We're apart now, with others that we love and I would give it up for you in a heart beat, but it's wrong to do that. My fiance deserves my love adn I can't give him my whole heart. I want to but part of it will always be yours, most of it. You've always been there for me and you still are and me? I'm here for anything, everything.
There's no happy medium, is there? Those dreams I have of us all living happily together aren't realistic. But I just can't let go of... Heh, no. I won't continue. I'll focus on what I have to look forward to, on what's going right in my life.
I love you, forever and always
J
Dear [Name redacted]:
Will you please get out of my head? I love thinking about you and dreaming, and every little thing, even the infuriating that you do.
Now that I've admitted this, I'm going to start thinking about someone else... or about MY WEDDING which is coming up soon and I haven't even begun to plan it yet.
-Janie
Will you please get out of my head? I love thinking about you and dreaming, and every little thing, even the infuriating that you do.
Now that I've admitted this, I'm going to start thinking about someone else... or about MY WEDDING which is coming up soon and I haven't even begun to plan it yet.
-Janie
The Janie from last nights dream;
I want to be you so badly right now, so much so that I've spent all morning trying to get back to sleep.
I want to be you so badly right now, so much so that I've spent all morning trying to get back to sleep.
Day 15 — The person you miss the most:
Aug. 15th, 2010 12:35 amYou,
I miss you.
I know that I shouldn't, that it hasn't even been that long, but I can't wait to see you again. The way you smile, how your arms feel, your eyes- everything.
No, no... You can't ever get this. You can't know how I feel, except... well, you know all to well, don't you?
Love,
Janie.
(so very encrypted and probably thrown away)
I miss you.
I know that I shouldn't, that it hasn't even been that long, but I can't wait to see you again. The way you smile, how your arms feel, your eyes- everything.
No, no... You can't ever get this. You can't know how I feel, except... well, you know all to well, don't you?
Love,
Janie.
(so very encrypted and probably thrown away)
When Janie got home, she was crying.
Not that anyone had known she left, but right now, the front door was slammed and her sobs were audible. Cabinet doors were thrown shut and something- something was upsetting the time traveler.
"Mommy?" asked Lynn, obviously concerned. Janie looked at the little girl, and turned away, more tears coming as she ran to her room. The door was closed, and locked, and she sat on the bed.
Thoughts raced around in her head until she couldn't take it anymore. Janie lowered herself onto her pillow and cried into it, waiting for something to happen that would make her feel better.
Not that anyone had known she left, but right now, the front door was slammed and her sobs were audible. Cabinet doors were thrown shut and something- something was upsetting the time traveler.
"Mommy?" asked Lynn, obviously concerned. Janie looked at the little girl, and turned away, more tears coming as she ran to her room. The door was closed, and locked, and she sat on the bed.
Thoughts raced around in her head until she couldn't take it anymore. Janie lowered herself onto her pillow and cried into it, waiting for something to happen that would make her feel better.
Day 6 — Your dreams: August 6th, 2010
Aug. 6th, 2010 12:14 amDear dreams,
Can you please go away? I don't need to see what I've done every night.
I know I'm a terrible person. And if this meant the other kind of dreams, please kindly go away. It's not going to happen and my fate is already sealed.
Other dreams? The ones I'm sure are from pregnancy hormones, kindly go away. I'd like one damn night where I sleep and wake well rested.
J
Can you please go away? I don't need to see what I've done every night.
I know I'm a terrible person. And if this meant the other kind of dreams, please kindly go away. It's not going to happen and my fate is already sealed.
Other dreams? The ones I'm sure are from pregnancy hormones, kindly go away. I'd like one damn night where I sleep and wake well rested.
J
Day 5 — Phoenix: August 5th, 2010
Aug. 4th, 2010 10:48 pmI don't know if I'll send this... but you really hurt me today. I don't know if it's my fault or if I'm overly sensitive, but I can't anymore.
This happens too much- you lose control and it's not.
I can't anymore. I'm sorry
Phoenix,
Phoenix,
Getting married soon. Have a nice life.
Goodbye.
Day 1 — Your Best Friend: August 1st, 2010
Aug. 1st, 2010 01:28 amTo the biggest wanker of all:
Guess what? You're stuck with me today. AGAIN. I'm bored with where I'm staying so you get to see me, Lynn, and a tub of water balloons.
See who wins today!
-J
Guess what? You're stuck with me today. AGAIN. I'm bored with where I'm staying so you get to see me, Lynn, and a tub of water balloons.
See who wins today!
-J
This is a call
Jun. 10th, 2010 02:22 pmAfter this:
"Phoenix. Someone- there's a bounty on you. I'll be- I think I need your help." The voice came through on the comm, clearly upset. Janie hoped he had it with him, or would check it soon.
"Phoenix. Someone- there's a bounty on you. I'll be- I think I need your help." The voice came through on the comm, clearly upset. Janie hoped he had it with him, or would check it soon.
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Jun. 1st, 2010 10:42 pm(After this)
1) debrief admiral
2) Notify the families
3) Submit letter of resignation
4) Return to the hotel room and rest for a few hours
( Cut because Janie is stoic )
1) debrief admiral
2) Notify the families
3) Submit letter of resignation
4) Return to the hotel room and rest for a few hours
( Cut because Janie is stoic )
Going on a meme strike after this
May. 4th, 2010 03:26 pmPost this to your journal and let people comment with a photo of the animal they see you best as.
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Apr. 24th, 2010 04:05 pmStolen from everyone
The rules are pretty darn simple: comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things that I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given!
See! Not that hard is it?
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The rules are pretty darn simple: comment to this post and I will give you 5 subjects/things that I associate you with. Then post this in your LJ and elaborate on the subjects given!
See! Not that hard is it?
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Apr. 15th, 2010 03:02 pm1. What’s your name?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you honestly think of me?
4. Am I one of your best friends?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Would you hug me?
7. Describe me in 3 words.
8. If you had me for 30 minutes, what would you do?
9. What was your first impression of me?
10. Do you still think the same?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
14. What do you like best about me?
15. Have you ever wanted to tell me something you couldn't?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why.
18. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
19. Anything to say before you go?
2. Are we close?
3. What do you honestly think of me?
4. Am I one of your best friends?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Would you hug me?
7. Describe me in 3 words.
8. If you had me for 30 minutes, what would you do?
9. What was your first impression of me?
10. Do you still think the same?
11. What reminds you of me?
12. If you could give me anything, what would it be?
14. What do you like best about me?
15. Have you ever wanted to tell me something you couldn't?
16. Could you ever love me?
17. Give me a nickname and explain why.
18. Are you gonna put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
19. Anything to say before you go?
