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[a_time_slip]

I'm ready to quit. This, all of it.

Immortality isn't a gift. It's a curse to watch everyone you ever loved die. All of them are dying and I can't stand it anymore.

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[animus-nocendi.livejournal.com]

You want it taken away. I'm wondering how to give it. Either way, we've both come to the same conclusion.

[a_time_slip]

Why would you give it to someone?

[animus-nocendi.livejournal.com]

So they won't leave me.

[a_time_slip]

Even immortals leave.

[animus-nocendi.livejournal.com]

I know. But they're still there somewhere.

[a_time_slip]

It doesn't mean they'll come back.

[animus-nocendi.livejournal.com]

But it's possible. I had a conversation with Mab the other day.

[a_time_slip]

I've gone back and rekindled things with ex's, but it never lasts.

[animus-nocendi.livejournal.com]

But the possibility is still there.

[a_time_slip]

Don't get your hopes up too much.

[animus-nocendi.livejournal.com]

I don't. I try not to think about her at all.

[a_time_slip]

Hard, isn't it?

[animus-nocendi.livejournal.com]

Impossible.

[ofdrumsthesound.livejournal.com]

I'm still here.

[a_time_slip]

You'll get tired of me soon enough.

[ofdrumsthesound.livejournal.com]

I haven't yet. If anything you'll get tired of me.

[a_time_slip]

No. I never cut anyone away, everyone that's gone has done so on their own.

[ofdrumsthesound.livejournal.com]

In that case we'll be friends for a very long time.

[a_time_slip]

I'm worried we'll fight one day.

[ofdrumsthesound.livejournal.com]

That would be bad, lets not do that.

[a_time_slip]

Alright.

You know that I trust you, don't you?

[ofdrumsthesound.livejournal.com]

I know.

[a_time_slip]

Is that a problem?

[ofdrumsthesound.livejournal.com]

It's just . . . there are times that I don't trust myself.

[a_time_slip]

Whatever you do wouldn't kill me, and I've probably been through worse. You don't have to worry about trusting yourself around me.