Day 25 — The person you know that is going through the worst of times

Ylaia,

I should be there.  I want to be there, fighting for Kaldoa because it is my home.

My people here are all gone, so it's there, Phoenix's family that I consider my own.  I know things are hellish there and it's partially my fault, but why are you blocking me?

The battle is dangerous, but Lynn is safe on Earth.  No one here will harm her anymore, I've made sure of that.  Please, please let me back so I can fight.  Let me defend my family, my home.  I don't care if I have to kill, my condition won't stop me from doing what's required.  Being left behind hurts sfm, and I'm ready.

I'll take every last bit of my abilities and strength to kill those two bastards if you'd let me back home.

-Janie

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I really, really, really want a drink right now (or an alcohol IV).