Please Understand- If Love Ends: RP for sees_everything

[a_time_slip]

After taking a deep breath, Janie knocked on the door. She needed to set things straight with him, to talk to him.

Maybe this would help everything make a little more sense.

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[a_time_slip]

"You shouldn't." She said, before grabbing his collar and leaning in to kiss him.

[sees-everything.livejournal.com]

"That sounds like a yes," Xander said, and kissed Janie.

[a_time_slip]

"At the risk of sounding like a cheesy romance film, I will say that this can only end in heartbreak." Janie said, breaking away "And I can't take any more of that, which is why Nicholas Sparks will enjoy writing about this."

[sees-everything.livejournal.com]

"Oh, God, no ... they'd cast Mandy Moore in your role and it would all be very, very -- "

He kissed her again.

[a_time_slip]

It took her a few moments, but she broke away from him. "You'll die before I do, and you will age. It's not like the movie with Mandy Moore, who could not be cast as me, because I'm black. I can keep coming back to you but it gets confusing and I'm already lost."

[sees-everything.livejournal.com]

"It's a movie, it's Hollywood, they could just say you weren't -- Could we have less talking and more kissing, for now?"

[a_time_slip]

"No, because we'll keep kissing and before you know it we'll be naked and I'll feel terrible afterwards. If we're going to do this, I want to be- don't die on me anytime soon, alright? I want this to mean something." She briefly kissed him again, though.

[sees-everything.livejournal.com]

"Not dying it something I'd be okay with," Xander said. "Why would you feel terrible if we were naked?"

[a_time_slip]

"Because you deserve more than me and I don't want- I don't want it to be just sex. I don't want to leave you either"

[sees-everything.livejournal.com]

"Well, I don't think it's just sex. In fact, until now, it's been everything BUT sex."

[a_time_slip]

"So there wasn't a period of time where all of our friends were grossed out by us?" She was confused. That had happened, but not yet. All of this was confusing for her.

[sees-everything.livejournal.com]

"Don't seem to remember us being gross," Xander said. "Sorry."

[a_time_slip]

"I visited the wrong time. I'm sorry. This is all too confusing."

[sees-everything.livejournal.com]

"How do you even keep track?"

[a_time_slip]

"I can't anymore." she said, looking down "I- I'm not living forward or sideways or backward, it's all mixed up. I've done things that I don't remember because I haven't done them yet, but they've already happened. Nothing makes any sense."

[sees-everything.livejournal.com]

Xander frowned. "Anything I can do to help? Like ... get a new tattoo every year, or something? ... as painful as that sounds, it might help you keep me straight, anyway."

[a_time_slip]

"A- what? No, I mean, I'm not sure. That's a lot of tattoos and I doubt if you have even one."

[sees-everything.livejournal.com]

"Well, not yet. But they're all the rage among the cool kids and scary Goth people. Really, if there's any way I can help you with that, let me know."

[a_time_slip]

"I'd keep you straight, but not anyone else. Do I ask everyone to get tattoos?"

[sees-everything.livejournal.com]

"Not ... now. Maybe in the future? I wouldn't know."

[a_time_slip]

"I wasn't asking if I did it, I was asking to see if it was a good idea."

[sees-everything.livejournal.com]

"Well ... is people went along with it, it might make your world make more sense."

[a_time_slip]

"It might..." She was seriously considering it.

[sees-everything.livejournal.com]

"So ... more kissing?"

[a_time_slip]

"Is that all you think about?"