Time meant nothing

You,

I actually fancied you for a bit, not as much with the silly school girl fantasies, but I thought enough about you.

THEN, you go and pull this BS. Write me or something, please?

-J


[The previous letter is balled up, and she writes one to someone she really, really misses]

Ian,

I miss you. I never stopped loving you.

You're happy with the younger me, and she's happy with you and living in the fairy tale that I want so so badly. That's why I don't come by as often. I know how much you mean to us, how much it means to have one man to love so completely, to have that family and the house and the dog and most of all the love.

She's got the happily ever after that a lot of people want, and I won't mess that up for her. Me.

You are everything to her, her world. Because you'll be there forever she will have her fairytale forever. You, and her and Kelly. Happy.

I watch, and don't want to see that change.

-So not sending this
Ja'nee

(This wasn't supposed to be sent!)