It's not you! It's- you have been one of my best friends, almost ever since we met, and you're my second favorite drinking partner. I can call you, and we can hang out without any baggage. You and I have taken trips together and been through so much.
And I can't mess that up. If I do, then what do I have left? So I'm confused and want a drink before dancing more, but at the same time I don't want to stop because I feel safe and comfortable.
[He's a bit speechless for a moment, then he smiles, looking Janie right into the eyes.]
You can't mess that up by dancing with me. Honestly, I can't think of a way how you could ever mess that up, after everything we've been through. I'll be there for you as long as you want me to, and I hope this will be a long time. ... Hell, that sounds cheesy, but I mean it, and if I'm a bit confused then it's because I don't want to risk any of that either and because you mean so much to me. And because I feel like an idiot, babbling and lacking the proper words, and ... too sober. So. Uhm. Drinks, then more dancing?
[Julian smiles, thankful that he obviously didn't scare Janie off with his monologue. He is about to give her a heartfelt hug when he hears the crashing sound and looks around.]
[Julian tries to keep the table steady while they are carrying it back to the boat.]
You don't have to be sorry. While it's bizarre, it's certainly something I don't see every day. Or with anyone else. And ... whatever it is, we can always get back to it later.
I'm learning. I used to freak out because of things like this; but I've seen so many weird things since that this almost feels normal. It still gives me a headache if I start thinking too much about it, but it's not dangerous, not threatening ... no reason to get upset about.
[He grins and pats the table once it's on the boat.]
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Date: 2012-11-11 11:36 pm (UTC)And I can't mess that up. If I do, then what do I have left? So I'm confused and want a drink before dancing more, but at the same time I don't want to stop because I feel safe and comfortable.
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Date: 2012-11-11 11:57 pm (UTC)You can't mess that up by dancing with me. Honestly, I can't think of a way how you could ever mess that up, after everything we've been through. I'll be there for you as long as you want me to, and I hope this will be a long time. ... Hell, that sounds cheesy, but I mean it, and if I'm a bit confused then it's because I don't want to risk any of that either and because you mean so much to me. And because I feel like an idiot, babbling and lacking the proper words, and ... too sober. So. Uhm. Drinks, then more dancing?
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Date: 2012-11-12 12:00 am (UTC)[...And also, a little ways away on the beach, a mysterious table full of tools falls from the sky and crashes to the ground]
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Date: 2012-11-12 12:15 am (UTC)What was that?
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Date: 2012-11-12 12:49 am (UTC)[She looks embarrassed ]
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Date: 2012-11-12 08:14 am (UTC)Okay. Shall we go and get it before it disappears again?
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Date: 2012-11-12 05:41 pm (UTC)Yes, lets go over there and get it. What an odd time for that to happen.
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Date: 2012-11-12 06:27 pm (UTC)[He grins and walks over to the place where the table has crashed.]
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Date: 2012-11-12 07:15 pm (UTC)[She follows him. The table doesn't look heavy, but is covered in bits and pieces of small gadgets]
Let's move this, and then we'll have drinks?
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Date: 2012-11-12 07:37 pm (UTC)[Julian inspects the table and can't resist poking at one or two gadgets to see if they're real.]
Are these broken?
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Date: 2012-11-12 08:20 pm (UTC)I'm making new things with them... so I guess they are broken, but I am the one that broke them.
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Date: 2012-11-12 08:35 pm (UTC)[He tries to lift the table, careful not to let anything slide off its surface.]
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Date: 2012-11-13 07:52 am (UTC)Thank you... I'm sorry this is interrupting our um. Whatever this is.
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Date: 2012-11-13 09:31 am (UTC)You don't have to be sorry. While it's bizarre, it's certainly something I don't see every day. Or with anyone else.
And ... whatever it is, we can always get back to it later.
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Date: 2012-11-14 10:49 am (UTC)[Janie smiles, and helps him successfully load the table onto the boat]
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Date: 2012-11-14 12:51 pm (UTC)[He grins and pats the table once it's on the boat.]
Let's hope it'll remain here now. Drinks?
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Date: 2012-11-14 01:10 pm (UTC)Yes, drinks. Can we go back to the beach?
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Date: 2012-11-14 01:36 pm (UTC)[Julian smiles and nods, gathers some bottles and looks for a blanket.]
Sure. It's nice out there. Let's have an, uh, alcoholic picnic.
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Date: 2012-11-16 08:45 am (UTC)[Janie snags a blanket]
It's safe enough here to do that. We'll have a great time.
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Date: 2012-11-16 09:16 am (UTC)[He grins and raises the bottle in a toast.]
I'm having a great time already. It's ... I haven't felt so safe and comfortable in a long time.
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Date: 2012-11-17 08:46 am (UTC)[Janie smiles, and touches a bottle to Julian's, then taking a quick drink]
I'm glad, Julian. You deserve it. [Janie heads out of the boat and spreads the blanket on the sand]
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Date: 2012-11-17 04:05 pm (UTC)[Julian drinks as well, then helps Janie spreading the blanket. When its done, he flops down onto it, looking happily up into the sky.]
You've no idea how much I missed this ...
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Date: 2012-11-18 08:26 am (UTC)Missed what? Picnics? Hanging out?
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