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[ashes-ascended.livejournal.com]

[He lets her carry on picking up the glass for a while, just because he realises she needs something to do with herself]

You're immortal Janie. We don't know if it's that easy, I know there's always some way. But a low-tech bomb? Were you hoping the Rift Raft's temporal field would provide the extra energy?

[Oh shite, now he's techno-babbling at her. Great]

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I don't want to be immortal. I thought, if I was injured enough, if it blew me apart and no one was there to help. I thought it would work, and that everyone would think it was an accident.

[She's too busy focusing on glass to even notice]

[ashes-ascended.livejournal.com]

[He can understand, on some level]

Immortality can be a bitch, but nothing stays the same, even when things are at their worst. Is there really nothing that you want to live for?

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There is, but I've messed it all up, and I've done terrible things.

[She's stopped picking up the glass, and is now just staring at the floor]

[ashes-ascended.livejournal.com]

I wish you'd tell me. [He makes the glass disappear, and the spilt liquid]

I'm an angel, and your friend. I can't judge you, Janie. That never comes from me, even when I'm dishing out retribution, it comes through me.

LOCKED BECAUSE NO ONE CAN EVER KNOW

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I'm a terrible parent... and.. I.

I killed a lot of people. An alternate Ori, um, came after me and Lynn. So I found her and killed her, then everyone else in the compound. Destroyed it until it was nothing but glass and went to every alternate I could find and did the same thing.

Over, and over, and wiped as many of them out as I could. If they ran, I found them.

And I've been giving people to the Master. It bothered me at first, but I don't think I care anymore. The kids are staying between my Father's and Xanders, because I just don't trust myself around anyone I care about. I'd even shown Julian how to operate the Rift Raft, since it was supposed to come back.

HE WILL NEVER TALK

[ashes-ascended.livejournal.com]

[He's about to point out that Lynn is no ordinary kid, and a few other things, but the rest catches him out completely]

[He does have to sit down after that] I... wow. Sounds like the act of a pissed god.

As for the Master.. what kind of people?

IF HE DOES, SHE'LL SEND A HANNAH MONTANA CD TO HIM

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A pissed god? I don't think I'm strong enough for that. I feel terrible whenever I think of it.

My neighbors, anyone who bothers me too much, some jerks... Gio, who managed to come back some how.

AAAAGH NOES

[ashes-ascended.livejournal.com]

Were you angry? I.. just can't imagine you going that far. I wish we could talk to Ylaia, she knows plenty of shit about you, I'm sure of it.

Gio? Cool. I uhh, fed him a few poor bastards too y'know.

THE WORST PUNISHMENT POSSIBLE!!!

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Yes. I was angrier than I've ever been. They went after the baby, and Lynn. No one hurts my children.

I thought you stopped feeding him.

D:

[ashes-ascended.livejournal.com]

Hnh. I can't swear I could hold back if anyone hurt Sam. If I'd had the power to kill Solus over and over again.. I'd have done it.

Haven't seen him in a while, I do actually miss him.

SHE'LL BE NICE... FOR NOW

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You don't think I'm terrible for it? What I did was genocide. And if I'd... shit. Lynn wasn't supposed to be on the boat.

I like him, a lot. He's a great friend to have.

[ashes-ascended.livejournal.com]

I can't judge you, honey. If anybody is, doubt it'll come through me. My own people have done some pretty appalling things, genocide included. [He's not sure what to think, but they're immortals, gods even. Whatever Janie's connection is, with his people, it's strong, and he can't condemn her] If she hadn't snuck onboard,... I shouldn't say it, but I'm glad she did. 'Cause you're here.

Eh, he likes you better. Doubt I'd be able to get to know him much better. Fucking enigmatic time Lords.

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They weren't going to stop... [Beware the Janie wrath. Anyway, those people were doomed from the very beginning] I'm sorry, Phoenix. So, so sorry for all of this.

He does? You really think so? [Janie smiles, just a bit]

[ashes-ascended.livejournal.com]

Honey. The fact you tried to kill yourself does rather prove you have a conscience, and that you're not the fucking antichrist, doesn't it. [He'll be standing and giving her a hug now] Don't be. Just.. please, try and.. stay.

What's not to like? [He shrugs] You really fed Gio to him, huh?

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[She needs the hug, and clings, trying not to sniffle] What if it gets too hard again?

I even watched. Every bite.

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Then come to me? Don't keep a lid on it, it's too big for you to .. I'll make you a deal. If you come to me, for everything you tell me, I'll tell you something I never talked about before. [WHAT THE FUCK IS HE SAYING? It's out of his mouth before he can engage his brain]

Uhm. I did make the effort, once they'd stopped all that screaming.

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[Janie nods, not realizing how easily abused that offer can be.]

I learned to tune it out. To turn myself off...

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[His head is spinning a bit. An act of trust, maybe, or complete and utter insanity]

I could if I had to. There's been times on missions... Think we can keep Cattivo locked up somehow? Get him eaten over and over again? [He's almost joking]

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[Maybe it won't come up? Maybe?]

[...And Janie just did something weird with time, just for a second, a flash of power] Do you want me to do that? I will.. His alternates.

[ashes-ascended.livejournal.com]

[It might actually do the idiot angel some good if it did]

No! I.. no. [That's a little alarming, that thing there, he can feel it but doesn't know what she's done]

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[Okay, will file that away for future knowledge]

Right. I won't. I'll leave him alone. [Annd, she calms down. Silly powers that she can't control yet!] I could do it. Whatever you want.

[ashes-ascended.livejournal.com]

[There's something truly powerful in Janie. Ylaia was right, she'll become far more powerful than Phoenix.. it's kinda sexy]

Uhh.. yeah. We.. Honey, we can't let ourselves become no better than them. Killing's one thing. Eternal torment.. that's not something you should take lightly.

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He deserves it.

[And she'll stop now. Because she can't go to a place that dark right now.]

[ashes-ascended.livejournal.com]

I can't believe anyone deserves that. Not anyone. And if they do..it's not our place to decide.

...I'm sorry I got so mad.